Ya I noticed. This is the same reason why I can't do it cause I think about it too much. Now I am not going to think about it and just see how it goes next time. And then I will just go for it without thinking about it just going to go for it. I keep letting the fear of being nervous of whatshe will say get to me. I just don't know why I can't do it. Something stops me from doing it and now I'm just wanting to find out what it is and stop it and just make my sled the much more free and be able to ask with our hesitation. It's so so so so hard to ask her n u don't know why
