Well I did nothing today again. But before u guys start going off. I chose not to say anything. Before class could not say anything cause she was talking to someone else. And after class I had the chance. But I chose not too, why? Well today it could have been for the mouse we watched in class but I had no feelings for her at all today. Not good or bad feelings. So I just decided not to say anything. I was nervouse to say something and well I had nothing to talk about expect for the movie. But I did not want to say anything because I did not feel for her at all. Really I was nervous but I had the chance but I did not take it simply because I want to think it over. Should I ask we or no, an really do I like her? Over the weekend anything may happen, but I will no for sure that if after the weekend when I see her again on Tuesday I'm just going to ask her simply if she would like to help me for the mid term on Thursday. Simple as that, if she can help me and we can study together for the mid term.
No as for why I chose to not say anything and just to have her keep on going. Well one I was nervous no doubt about that. But again I did not want to say anything cause I was sure I butcher the conversation. Not only that I just I did not have no feelings at all. What I want to do is over the weekend get some R&R. I don't think I was confident today, but I want to build on that confidence. And I want to see if anything could happen over the weekend. I see that after class she walks to what appears to be to her car cause se goes to the parking or and I the back so either her car or leaves walk home or something. That can very well tell me she does not know anyone like I don't know anyone in this college either. I may have been sort of a wuss today but tues seems like the best day to ask just the last meet before the kid term and to just let it all out. I have been always like this around a girl like. I wait till the last min to do something like this and it ends not going my way. Well come tues when I ask her ill know weather or not she may be the one for me. I want to clear my mind over the weekend n build on my confidence. And next time when I go to class, before during or after class one of those times ill just ask her right out of the blue. Well not out of the blue more like why u guys suggested saying to ask her for help
Also the movie we saw was emotional and she was very emotional of the movie too. I jus want to ask her now more than ever. But I'll wait, why cause it can be either too late by then or not. I just want to build my confidence and then ask her. Plus it seems better to ask cause the test will be after that meet.
What do you guys think I'm taking an awful big risk waiting even longer. And if I can and do ask ask her next time by guys think that after the mid term on the Thursday that I should be able to ask her for a night our together or something like watcha movie etc? Because after next week it's spring break. And I want to ask by then.
Btw u guys give so much grey advice and I feel that I let u guys down by not taking action. But next time it's do or die and I'll do it, and what makes me so sure that ill be able to ask next time? I could say this now and next time i might wuss out again, but no next time I will because after class when I saw walking away to her car or whatever. I kinda could see that she may have been nervous too. Cause she walks pretty fast, it also because it finally clicked into my head when I saw her, she possibly know no one in this college. And I don't no anyone either, so why would she say no to me if she already feels lonely. These were 2 tries I used to ask her but the third time is a charm and well I'll do it next time.
