i very much realize that...that is why i was somewhat scared of going and staying in a hotel with you guys, id get drunk probably, and do/say things i didnt mean, and depending on whos drunk and whos not...i may get in a fight, so yeah...trying to not drink/smoke is hard...i have accomplished to never smoke or drink in my car, and i have never gotten in and driven my car after either, because i dont want it smelling like that...
it is hard to stop smoking more so than drinking...kinda helps when it is so hard and spendy getting the stuff
