Basically sums of this thread.
OP, I was a little bit like you in high school and I wish I wasn't now.
But it's okay, shortly after (2 months) I found a very nice respectable girl(actually my best friend for the last 2 years of high school) that is just like me in every way. We've been together ever since.
Feed the beast while you can, but keep that one girl in mind.