update.
today sucks even more now.
was supposed to have this date for tonight with this girl who i got a huge crush on. well, she bailed on me because she works at a retirement home and she can't leave because one of her coworkers called in sick earlier. and shes pretty awesome so shes staying there to help.
but a good thing resulted out of this. i get to go to the first huge party of the semester, and there is this freshman girl who just asked me to give her a ride back to campus afterwards. and shes flirting with me. so if i play my cards right, tonight wont be THAT bad of a night.