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I just need to vent. Had a bad day. On top of all the crap going on already
Today before I left the house, had the weirdest experience. Never happened before. I think it was an anxiety attack, but for 30 seconds to a minute the world was a million times larger than life and I was the tiniest crumb and I got nauseous, depressed, I wanted to die. Then poof, fine. Oddest thing ever.
Then, get to work, drama queens long story short, clumsy me on a bad day I ripped my shirt open on the edge of the counter.
Well between all that, the surgeon was calling me about my surgery. My landlord then calls, wants me to deal with crap on the house, his employers gonna purchase it or something.
I go outside to smoke a cig and simmer on how many times I shoulda just went the fvck back to bed and not ignored every sign that said "STAY HOME."
Low and behold, the owner of supercuts pops in for a visit, grills my ass about petty things I can do better, yes at my very worst moment.
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Sorry to hear that brandon. Ive had a few panic attacks myself, they are definitely not fun. It always helps me to go outside and chill for a while or go drive around when ever i feel like i might have one, it usually helps avoid it.
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lol wouldn't drive, if that's what I had, mine was too strong for driving.
I mean I was just chillin on the laptop and it hit and I had to stop the video I was watching because it's like I went into sensory overload and I had to just eliminate all inputs for a second and then I was good. who knows...
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Yeah mine are not that strong, I just start feeling extremely overwhelmed out of no where. I can sometimes feel them coming on and thats wehn ill go for a nice drive out in the country and it go's away every time. Mine may be something else.
I had a girlfriend that had them just like that, was that your first time having one?
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Yep that's the first time, I had no idea what was going. It was a feeling unlike no other. BUT I mean, can they test for it or anything? Hopefully it never happens again..
Idk if it matters but it happened after I smoked a cig. I came back in the house sit down for like a minute long enough to start my vid back up and whoosh. Brodon went loopy. But it was triggered by a image I seen. I'll provde an example below, but to me when I talk about it now it seems silly/petty and slightly crazy and it's very hard to describe the feeling.
Like... http://t0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:A...2V54gLGD4UvBaI
that. it was like a sudden realization of how huge the world was and how tiny I was and it felt like I was suffocating and drowning and dying and depressed. So many feelings at once it made you feel crazy. But yeah, it was so odd how it was triggered without even thinking about it.
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Dr. Slow recommends eating a steak, going for a walk, and going to bed.
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Unlike Web M.D., I won't tell you you have AIDS cancer. I just have an anti-cow agenda.
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Hmm im not sure if the photo caused it or what but it probably didn't help.lol sounds like your just at a very stressful time and your feeling overwhelmed. Hopefully that's the only one you'll have, she had them daily.
I wouldn't go to the doctor until they become reoccurring, but that is just me. Be carful if you do because they ended up doing a lot of tests and gave her some meds that didn't even work very well. It also overtime lowered a certain chemical in the brain and allowed her to have epileptic seizures. I don't mean to scare you, just trying to help. But remember I am no doctor. Lol
I bet yours was just stress triggerd, if I can help with anything just let me know.
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Why? They're all goofy looking. Get a Polish girl. You can't throw a pirogi into a crowd in Poland without hitting a model.
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Why? They're all goofy looking. Get a Polish girl. You can't throw a pirogi into a crowd in Poland without hitting a model.
I kind of want to test this theory now.
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I'll give you Sweden. The Vikings definitely only brought back the hot ones.
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Hey Brandon I'm still praying for ya. I like to just stop everything shut off everything sit ing the middle of the floor in the lotus position and clear my mind it is easier said then done I will admit but with practice you can master it
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Pontiacl32, it's stress triggered. Today was day 3 of a bad day. I've never had so much on my plate in my life. I talked to my parents but they only frustrate me more. So I called my gma (she raised me anyway) and talked for about 30 minutes and it helped...got a little better grip on things. But one step at a time.
But yeah on top of everything going on I got a ticket coming home from work for 12 over today, 52 in a 40. It was a speed trap. Me and another car, but. they stopped me, not them and I think they were going faster than I was. So idk. I kinda hinted at it with the cop but he got defensive, said either way I was speeding and I tried to ask about the registration cus its in my gma's name and he got even more pissed off so I just signed the ticket and went on. Court date is March 20 something. I'm gonna be in Michigan then, so I might just pay it I'm not sure yet.
I could ramble and write a book but it wouldn't help. The end. Life sucks
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When it comes to getting pulled over don't say anything unless asked a question and treat the cop with respect. Don't question the officer. This is the easiest way to get out of a ticket on the spot, or get a reduced ticket on the spot.
I have been pulled over literally 18+ times. Of those 18 times I was ticketed 15 times. Of those 15 times I was given a reduced ticket on the spot 13 times. Of the two full tickets I recieved, I plead not guilty to both went in and talked to the officer and got both reduced.
I've been stopped for 93 in a 70, 70 in a 50, 85 in a 65, 65 in a 45, and even stopped with dead registration and dead inspection. Attitude goes a long way in a traffic stop.