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Never been on a plane, but on the edge of someplace high and looking over, I'm a very curious person so I want to look over but even if I'm by myself I just envision someone materializing behind me and pushing me off
Now that I think about it, my imagination just runs wild with me alot and I freak myself out alot. I tend to keep cool rather than screaming like a little girl and bolting to safety but I get all tense and sweat a little and feel the hairs on my neck stand up alot when I'm outside at night alone. Safe area or not I always imagine the worst possibility and freak myself out.
Spiders bug me when they jump out and scare you, I scream like a pansy ***** if it lands on me but snakes and other "creepy crawlies" don't affect me any. I'm weird I know
PS: I do feel better about myself a little when I think about the fact that a water beetle (the big ones that look like cockroaches on steroids) once flew at my girlfriend when she was on the balcony and she fell backwards down the stairs trying to frantically get away, I was inside doing the dishes when I hear a scream and thuds down the stairs... Shes was laughing about and perfectly fine but at least I'm not that creeped out by things. Crickets are hers too... I grabbed one and surprised her with it, it jumped and landed on her nose, she almost broke her own nose trying to knock it off. Yes I'm an ass but you all know your laughing a little inside too
i have the same thing, but being on an airplane, rollercoaster etc, pretty much any device i know how it works and what the chances of me dying are fine... esp since i live on the 3rd floor. but anything higher than 5th floor and i **** my pants.
and i can go hiking and ****. but if im on the edge and theres a huge drop i just die inside and cant move. if there is no fence i freak out. and to think i enjoyed wall climbing...
also i better get this out now. im afraid of people i dont know, especially when its dealing with my personal sh1t. im paranoid over anything like that. on a bad day im afraid to even go buy food or whatever. i have this irrational fear of them either hating me, making fun of me, or fvcking me over somehow and just getting me in trouble. this gets stronger/weaker on some days. so yeah im a bit antisocial because of that.
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