there are soooo many things i want done to this car its getting overwhelming.
its literally trapping me in the nothingness that is my current life. i cant leave my job because then there is no money. but i will forever be poor if i dont find a field in which i want to work. i have to go back to school but the only way i can focus on nonsense writing and work is if i have mmotivation. i wont have motivation however if im not pursuing a certain goal, being the major or the job outside. i cannot work for my family forever. i hate both of those jobs. but how the **** am i supposed to quit out on a family job. nevermond two. maybe i should take some art classes. graphic design. maybe evan architecture. i have always appreciated architecture. but thatd be a waste of time and money im too stupid to work architecture. why cant i get paid to masturbate? im good at that and ive got years or experience. stroke stroke stroke.........stroke stroke stroke.... ah **** its on my hand. yeah i could do that. id even work overtime no problem.
